Tuesday, October 31, 2006
to my dearest lil sister.
please wake up! perhaps reflect a little. i mean seriously, you're wrecking not only yourself but practically the whole family. don't tell me you want to make them give up on you.
being their hollow pipe of communication. i think i'm maxed out. if you ask why did i have to take up this responsibility of watching out for you guys? it is for family. it is for you.
don't say that you hate them. don't use this word. such a strong word. don't use it because it hurts. you're not being responsible. think of how painful it will be if they knew.
i don't see what's so different. how is it that you will feel this way and yet all 3 of us are treated equally. and yet, in fact, you are given more attention.
so, please please wake up okay?
love,
ur dearest sister.

1:30 AM