Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I suddenly feel very confused. Confused by everything! Grr. Once again, Carol has her brain chunked into the juice blender. =S
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The cry of the city like a siren's song
Wailing over the rooftops the whole night long
Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky
Must be someone's soul passing by
These are the streets W
here we used to run where your Papa's from
These are the days
Where you become what you become
These are the streets
Where the story's told
The truth unfolds
Darkness settles in (ohh)
Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so I can see (mm)
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength
To carry on, carry on
Don't wanna be a hero
Just an everyday man
Trying to do the job the very best he can
(the very best he can)
But now it's like living on borrowed time
Out on the rim, over the line
Always tempting fate like a game of chance
Never wanna stick around to the very last dance
(to the very last dance)
Sometimes I stumble and take a hard fall
Lose hold your grip off the wall
Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so I can see (mm)
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
Carry on
I thought I saw him walking by the side of the road
Maybe trying to find his way home
He's here but not here
He's gone but not gone
Just hope he knows if I get lost (ohhhh)
Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so I can see (mm)
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
Carry on
-Robbie Robertson. Shine Your Light. of Ladder49
and he says this is a great song
11:30 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008
Yay! At last I've gotten the photos from jingze. Shall post some up here to brighten up my blog a little. Think my blog needs more photos. Haha. Here goes~
The sun is starting to set and out comes the moon! Yep there it is!
Haha. Someone's missing!
Squish!
Nice photo taken by me!
Me and cheryl!
Yea! Its us! The twins!
We sure look like small kids in this shot.
Dunno who's idea..
Group shot at last!
The lucky guy gets kisses.
Haha. A fun and sweaty day. We walked and walked. Found a place to play frisbee. Traded our frisbee for a soccer ball and we played rugby n monkey with it. Haha. Then it was cycling around and off we go to eat dinner at subways.
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Sadly though, cheryl lost her handphone. It's okay cheryl, you get to have a new phone soon! =)
9:21 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
a happy day. =)
16th May.
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This is what I look like today
And I'm trying not to pull out my hair
I'm trying not to show it 'cause I'm far too shy to grow it back there
That's probably why I like wearing hats
There's no denying I'm deferring the facts
Avoiding confrontation
Lacks tact in a situation
Behind every line is a lesson yet to learn
But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overwhelming
And oh, it goes to show
I've so much to know
I wrote this for my prettiest friend
Who while trying not to prove that I care
Trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her away
Well she can't see she's making me crazy now
I don't believe she knows she's amazing how
She has me holding my breath
So I'd never guess that I'm a none such unsuitable, suited for her
But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is complimentary
And oh, it goes to show
The moral of the story is boy loves girl
And so on the way that it unfolds is yet to be told
I know that I should be brave
Even pretty can be seen by the blind
I know that I cannot wait
Until the day we finally learn how to find each other
Redefining open minds
And if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overjoyed
And it's golden, it goes to show then
The ending of this song should be left alone
And so on 'cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told
-jason mraz. prettiest friend.
9:48 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
The canon in D theory is certainly driving me nuts. OMFG!! what's with today's men?
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Anyway, happy mood!!!!!!!!! =)
3:30 PM
Monday, May 05, 2008
Ohmigosh! Isn't it like eons since the last time i really blogged about something?!? And even my tagboard is dead. Gee. Well this just shows how no life studying can be. I'm just so friggin glad that the exams are finally over! I'm so glad. I'm so glad! I'M SO GLAD!!!
Aw man. Been in such a fantastic mood recently. It all started out like a month ago. No particular reason for my happy mood though. Just so SO happy. And now, its holidays! Make me even more happy. People who are reading should feel some of my happiness too. Come talk to me and I'm sure you will be able to absorb some of it. =D Just hope that my fountain of happiness is running forever and that I'm not taking too much of happiness in advance. LOL. I really wonder what exactly I'm talking about over here.
Anyway, let me try to blog out the various reasons. What should I start with huh? Hmm.
Happy Dose Number 1.
Well, well I can only start with my family! Yes. I think they are such a great bunch of bananas man. Late night supper with Pape. Watching tv and gossip with Mame. Out shopping and slacking with Baby! (Psst. Hey you're too bz with N lately. Pls ask me out more often.) Oh and Zeh, when I text you and say that I love and miss you lots, I just mean that. Don't worry, I'm not like gonna run away or am under depression or well, anything of that sorts. Haha. Conclusion, I just love all my bananas. Hee.
Happy Dose Number 2.
Oh it's definitely cos of the Dayang Dive Trip. It's oh-so-fun man. I saw cuttlefishes, big turtles, stingrays, nemos, eel and a glimpse of the trigger fish. Not forgetting sea cucumber. Hmm. To think that sea cucumbers are pink in colour. Who would have thought of that? Haha. Had 5 dives in 2 days. That's totally not enough man. I still had extra time to do stuff other than Eat.Sleep.Dive. Can't wait to go dive again. And I'm so happy I have so many new diving kakis like luke, jingze and nick. Can organise own dive trips in the future man! Yippie~
Happy Dose Number 3.
Ahah! The next one is exercise! Been doing lots of those recently. Been jogging at least twice a week and my time is really improving lots. Been squashing with friends, bballing with friends, and blading with friends too! Hanging out with dunman high peeps just reminds me of the good old days. And I even made many new friends from all these playing around. Good thing! It makes me more psyched about exercising!
Happy Dose Number 4.
Now that the exams are over! I can go party all I want! I just miss the dancing and drinking so SO much man. Just went on Friday and I can't wait to Mambo this Wed. And oh gosh, wasn't Friday night a crazy one for me. I can swear to whatever god that I had never been this drunk before. Funny though, I don't remember really drinking a lot. Hmm. I don't even remember how many times I puked (my friends later told me it was twice). I only remembered that I was done puking, I headed straight to the dancefloor and its let's-shake-some-butt time! Can't wait to go back for some more.
Peeps! Do come join in this Wed! The more the merrier! Hee.
And to the peeps who went with me last friday. Pls zip zip about whatever I did or whatever I said that night. Thanks. =P
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Isn't it great that I finally get to enjoy life? I mean I finally get to enjoy my single life. It's really been such a freaking long time since I've lived like that. I don't really know how to put it actually. Argh. Hmm.. I get to do what I want and what I like and whenever I want to. No qualms about hurting whoever's feelings or whoever's gonna hurt mine. No more whining about my lousy or sick-in-the-mind boyfriends. No more intrusion of privacy or distrust. No more wishy-washy tales and no more mixed-up feelings about anything.
Haha. Yea yea, I know love's not all that bad. There are lotsa good stuff about relationships too. But I assure you, all those bad stuff do exist too k. Yup. And I'm really glad that zk and I ended. I mean even though I still feel this sick-knotted feeling inside me whenever I think about us, I'm just glad that it did end in the first place. I deserve someone better than him, someone that's perfect for me. Same goes for him as well. I'm sure such a person does exist and meanwhile, I will just enjoy my precious single life. Yay! So friends, do not worry for me k. Really, I'm over everything already.
I really do wonder if all these are things to be happy about. Haha. But they sure make Carol feel happy! Oh and there's actually other secret reasons that I wanna keep hush-hushed. So yep. If you wanna know. You've gotta ask me.
Lalala~ Carol is a happy banana~ =D
8:42 PM
