Sunday, February 25, 2007
can't wait for things to go on moving. it's time for me to go on. to move on.
whenever i'm walking alone along any other path, my thoughts just can't help but swim back to the past. and then, my heart just feels so heavy. but, whenever i look up at the sky, i just felt that i wasn't alone after all. the sky is always up there like a soft cotton blanket, whether it's white or gray, bright or dark. it just makes me feel so much better and i will just smile to myself.
=) i just love the sky..
so carol, let the past stay behind. and the new life begins.
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memories are just memories. it has no power. it is now that matters.
2:49 AM
Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like on
Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby, kiss me
Fill my heart with song
And let me sing forever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you
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when you wake up and the sun is shining, the girl that you love, loves you too.
1:38 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
haha. quite a fruitful week! last sunday celebrated my sister's birthday! went to some place at ang mo kio to eat seafood. yum! there was so much food on the table we just couldn't finish them up. chilli crabs, crayfish, prawns, vege, and i can't remember alr.. it feels great to eat out as a family! =) i love my family!
went shopping with mom on monday. we practically walked the whole afternoon till evening and only managed to get shoes and belts. but we ate ichiban sushi! zeh and becks came over too. sushi is damn cheap over there. we just kept ordering and ordering. the table was filled with everything. i love the chawan mushi, but sashimi ain't tt fresh. hmm. i miss the sashimi at taman jurong. yum yum! after dinner my sis came over to hall with me to stay over. and i practically spent the whole afternoon of tuesday studying. felt really lazy that day and even skipped spanish. =P okay i feel so guilty now. haha.
wednesday, and it's february the 14th, valentine's day. been say 5 days since i last saw zk? haha. was a freaking long day. morning had lessons at 830! omg. i hate my timetable. then there was boring OB, went to dreamland halfway through though i tried hard to hang around. -_-.. had lessons till 630 man. so late. but the night was fun! zk surprised me a lot. with flowers and the cute lil eeyore and dinner and the hearts. it's like i feel so showered with presents. haha. i feel really bad. i can feel the burn in his pockets. ouch! but i have to admit that he's really sweet! =) thanks zk and ya.. you were very handsome that day la. =P LOL. cabbed over to his place and he drove me back hall. by then it was alr 2 plus. -__-.. super late. haha. happy night. now i have 3 eeyores of different sizes on my bed. hugz!
argh. thursday had 2 quizzes. and i din study for one of them. i think it's a gone case for econs and hope i do pass accounting. =P oh well. i'm still glad their over. haha. after my quiz i had to rush over to granny's for reunion dinner! we had steamboat as usual. and it was super duper fun! there was lots of snatching and screaming among our laughters. i just love steamboats. can't wait for new year! (more like the angbaos.. haha) went back to hall after.
friday.. slept till afternoon and went shopping with zk! haha. bought another dress for new year! yayness! went vivo with luke to catch ghost rider and shopped somemore. i walked so much my legs ache. haha but shopping is always fun! had the urge to buy the whole of forever21 manz. =P
okok. its 4plus alr. better listen to someone and turn in for the night. =) there is much spring cleaning to do tml.
argh. back is aching from too much retail therapy. =(
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saving me.
4:08 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
Happy Birthday, Becky! =)
your sister loves you.
-carol =)
12:31 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
If you leave me now
Telling me you failed somehow
Better think it all over
Just as long as love's around
Here's a true romance
Be aware and take your chance
Tomorrow I'm gonna leave you
But I am here for you tonight
Every single day I want you to know
My love is true
So baby let me show you what to do
Just a little bit more love
Just a little bit more passion
This is how it should begin
Skin on skin
Just a little getting close
Just a little more affection
'Cause I don't think it's a sin
Skin on skin
Don't you know that this game is to play
Just as long as it's time
Can't you see that my heart's gotta know
When you're gonna be mine
Just a little more love
Just a little more love
So we better get it on
What is here will soon be gone
When the leaves are falling
Then maybe we could fall apart
And there may come a time
When you will forget
My love is true
So baby let me show you what to do, ooh
Just a little bit more love
Just a little bit more passion
This is how it should begin
Skin on skin
Just a little getting close
Just a little more affection
'Cause I don't think it's a sin
Skin on skin
Don't you know that this game is to play
Just as long as it's time
Can't you see that my heart's gotta know
When you're gonna be mineJust a little more love
Just a little more love
skin on skin - sarah conner-dream a little dream of you
8:32 PM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
stupid stupid zk!!! haha. (good that i can scold him here.) argh angry!!!
go ahead study for your test. nvm. i go with someone else.
-_-..
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wanted to spend it with someone else though. argh. =(
11:09 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
lately been busy with school work. got so much upcoming projects to busy myself with. but still got so much time to think about a certain someone. cos too many places and things around me remind me of him. i just think that it's so frustrating. how did carol end up like that? so dumb and stupid.
sometimes i just think that he never gives me a clear-cut answer to anything. his ambiguity is hanging me like a noose. -_-.. yes. it's what's hanging me up there for so long. wish that he can just quickly find himself a gf. so i can really give up. quick quick. let me wake up!
ah!! saw the amulet. then remember stuff. then while talking to zk i couldn't hold them back any longer. grr. carol was never like that before? but shouldn't talk about this kinda stuff to zk also. like i don't wanna know the bad stuff he needs to tell me too. i'm so angry that he had to tell me. i'd rather not know. i know that he just want to be truthful. but there are things that are better left unsaid.
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a fresh new start?
1:17 AM
