Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Everyone's in a rush nowadays. Being in a rush, makes people forget things. Forgetting to look at the sky, forgetting to relax once in awhile, forgetting to reply my emails (this is for ying), forgetting about caring for others.
My world is kinda slow. I like to walk slowly, do my work slowly, and even sit at a corner day-dreaming. When I looked at the sky today, I realised that it's been quite some time since I've done that. I don't know, it just feels weird. Must be cause I have too much on my mind.
Shall look at my old friend more, then hopefully it doesn't rain that much.
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Miss those happy days. Why?
1:37 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Didn't realised it till yesterday. That it had been one year already. Those sad memories, and definitely happy ones too. Looking back, I don't know what emotions I feel for this past anymore. Oh wells, like I once said before. Memories are just that, memories. the past. it's all behind me now.
Had been comforting a couple of friends who are having trouble with their loved ones. Thus, been flashing back a lot recently. Haha. Flashbacks are irritating. They just seem to haunt you wherever you go. Moreover, I've been thinking lots recently. Seems odd, but didn't want it out. Don't know how. Or what. Yea, whatever.
Mid Autumn's coming! Remembering last year, it was no doubt a fun one. Wonder if it will be this time round. Mooncakes, lanterns and ... gosh. rockets =)
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Horrible.
12:58 AM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Hmm. Haven't been updating blog recently.... again. So what happened so far?
Past 2 weeks were quite vexing both with school work and with relationships. Wow, since when did carol bothered about school work? =P Anyway, been easily upset recently though I have no idea why. But when I tell my sister my stories, she says that the fault doesn't really lie with me but with someone else. Which I couldn't disagree but I do know that I'm at fault too. (I'm starting to contradict myself. Shall not confuse myself further.) Anyway, learnt new things that I didn't even knew/nor would I ever have guessed. Was quite shocked and unhappy. Gives me no choice but to start thinking even more.
But this week it gets better! We went out to study during the weekend and dined at Fish n Co to celebrate our 6th month. Hmm. It's been so long already? Didn't felt it till now. Hope it gets longer and that it's all happily ever after. Yeah. Yesterday we even went to watch Hairspray! I skipped something really impt just to watch Hairspray. Initially I was really sad that I'd miss it, but it's a really great movie so it's definitely worth it! Singing, Dancing, Happiness, Dreams, Being different... 'You can't stop the beat!!!~~~~' LOL.
Gosh, there's 201 ICA tomorrow. Studied halfway and wandered over to blog. Why?!? Must be caused I was too sian-ed by ... Grr. Or maybe it's just the stress and that I really miss home. =( Sometimes I just feel like moving back home. Hall life just seem different in Hall13 and without my roomie zhi. Oh, not forgetting buddy FHM. Carol must jia you! I'm sure I can survive this man!!
Shall stop grumbling and study hard. Carol Carol Go! Go! Go!
Hahaha.
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sometimes its sweet and sometimes its...... salty?
11:03 PM
