Thursday, December 07, 2006
why? what? how? i keep asking myself.
gosh. i really have no idea.
is it better not to find out? will ignorance be a much better choice?
sigh. i don't know but i really hate things to hang around like that. it's like feelings and thoughts zooming across your mind like nobody's business. it's making me sick and weary. all the sadness has drained me of my energy.
reminds me of what my sister did about a month ago. how much i missed her. and how i felt so betrayed when she just went away like that. bringing so much misery.
and now, this. can't take it anymore.
but i have to thank my friends! they cheer me up so so much. =) i just love them.
but still..
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i miss you so much. don't you?

9:48 PM