Sunday, January 28, 2007
this week.
i guess many happy things and unhappy things happened. unhappy things like quarrels and stuff. i should have been more mean and not take in those criticizing and insults. i know that i had been very cruel but i don't see any other way out. just because things did not happen the way he wante, that does not give him the right to say those mean things about me. i rather not listen at all. i did give him a chance, i could jolly well have ignored him all this while.
goodbye.
then there are happy things like finally meeting the one that i've been missing so much. though it was just a simple study meet-up, i'm really glad we did. there are times i feel that he's so near yet so far and keep have the urge to act like i shouldn't. argh. mayb i should just do what i feel like doing and stop thinking too much. it's just so tiring to think about all the thiss and the thats. i have to be selfish at times to make sure i have my happy life.
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missing you. though i don't know if you feel the same way, i'm still missing you.

11:58 PM