Monday, April 30, 2007
have you ever tried all your best for an important someone and yet what you get back in return is a myob snap at the face? well, i guess it happens many times...
i just can't help but feel super pissed and disappointed. can't swallow it down anymore. wanna rant rant rant! i mean, everyone else is trying to help and wishing for you to be better and you don't even have the right attitude towards your own problem. lame excuses were always given and at too many a times, plain silence even. look at yourself. do you have the right to expect anything of others and for everyone else to do as you please? are we all slaves of mighty you? one look at your attitude and i'm super turned off alr. and yet there are people who will willingly help you and not just because of the call of responsibility, it is for love. if only you could understand. you could just show some appreciation to those people.
hurts me to see everybody blaming everybody else and you just don't see it, do you? it has always been how you feel and how you are. such that we are starting to be oblivious to how the rest feels.
please,
wake up.
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forgive and forget all unhappiness and just look forward?
2:22 AM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
yup. exams are finally over. it's time for catching up with my all-time favourite activities. blading, swimming, squashing, shopping, sleeping and my piano. lotsa other stuff to do too. like spending more time with my family and packing my stuff.. omg! there's too much to do!!
anyways, it feels great having finally finished all papers. this sem seems to be so much tougher than the last!! well, it may be due to me not studying much, skipping tutorials, lectures and all. argh. seriously i should buck up for next sem.
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yesterday was quite fun! went imm with zk. finally did some shopping though imm is really boring.. but i still managed to buy some clothes from espirit! and wow.. zk actually has nice taste in clothes. wahaha. im so proud of what i bought man. then went over to his house to slack and it was off to vivo to meet tall wy and lil sharon. haha. vivo. nothing much cheap for dinner ended up at foodrepublic which turn out to have great food actually. yum. after eating it was shopping again. felt like buying everything man oh and i realised that pull and bear has really cool stuff! yay! a new place for me to shop at. after walking so much it was time for me to rush back to hall and pack my stuff while i wait for pape.
argh. my room was in such a mess. freaking lotsa stuff to bring home and i wonder how am i supposed to manage? and my computer!!! gosh. anyway i packed real fast and squashed as much clothes as i could in that small pathetic carrier (actually it was rather huge =P), threw a whole big bag of stuff away, and there were still so much stuff left. -__-.. oh wells, pape came so i just left it at that. anyway on the way home we decided to pay a visit to the seletar reservoir. haha. super funny we were peeking into cars we passed by and guessing if there were anybody in them. =P oops. anyway i realised that seletar reservoir is quite huge and i only like saw half of it? when we headed home, pape started reminiscing his street racing days. super love these on-the-way-home chats with him. haha. feels good to cheer up his tired working days. =)
anyway when i reached home i had to unpack all my clothes and stuff. super tired. took a bath and went to lala land.
went to becky's concert today. haha. super funny with the princess skit lotsa bloopers and that great deep purple medley! realised sajc has quite a few young pretty boys. haha =P and i get to see becky shake her butt on stage. it's just too bad it wasn't a solo. wahaha. went east coast for dinner/supper. stingray, satay, hokkien mee and chicken wings again! omg. seriously i should start dieting. ~tengo demasiado gafas. -_-
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estoy cansado. voy a hacer una ducha ahora. adios.
12:58 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
my darling friend of 10 years! haha. omg we're so old alr? argh. it's been a great 10 years. slacking with you during your prefect recess duties.. to going to dhs and co da zu sessions.. and slacking and gossiping during tjco practices aww. missed those days huh? hee. anyway it's your 21st birthday! Always stay happy and crazy! And..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
=)
1:34 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of It's over
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All I was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
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stupid exams. can't wait for holidays!! yes! there's 9 days to go. =)
keep it going everybody!
9:02 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
happy birthday!
though it's a few days late.
Seriously sorry about that. =P
May all your birthday wishes come true.
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1:18 AM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
haha. can't wait for exams to be over man. then i can play till mad, shop till mad, sleep till mad even. argh. must jia you. let's all start mugging!!
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missing you lots. though its only been 2 days since i last saw you.. argh. =(
11:34 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the pastI just can't seem to move onI've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time to clear a little space in the corners of my mindAll I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out thereThere's gotta be something for my soul somewhereI've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction and I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping that you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you'll help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
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music n lyrics
12:55 PM
been so busy with work lately. what with all the projects and assignments and upcoming quizzes. omg! and it's only 2 weeks away from the exams! time sure flys like a rocket. can't wait to enjoy my 3 month hols! wahaha.
and yayness! its one month already. shall have more months to come. =) didn't do much today. but really enjoyed the sumptious dinner. yum yum chocolate overload. ice-cream makes carol a crazy gal. =P
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hey!! find me something else to paste on that wall??
miss ya.
12:44 AM
