Thursday, October 11, 2007
Just needed to blog. Feelings give me the urge to. Helps me find peace. Many times I try to fight this urge, oh wells, need peace badly.
3.49AM
As I lay on my bed face down in my pillow trying to calm all emotions flowing out of me, I can feel eeyore beside me. When I looked up, eeyore is still the same old eeyore. Always sitting beside me, soft and cuddly with arms stretched open as though he's yelling hug me! As much as my heart wants to, my head just rejects the idea. I just don't. Instead, I give it a light kiss before I sleep every night.
Thinking about it now I just can't help but laugh a little especially remembering the note that comes with it. Gosh, it's just funny how ironic things can be. Please, I think I've had my fair share of ironies already.
Lately been doing things that I can never forgive myself for doing. Argh. Frustrating.
Think Mr Fever is gonna visit me, again. Shall let him have my panadols.
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bear hugs.
hug eeyore when u miss me.

4:02 AM