Monday, February 05, 2007
lately been busy with school work. got so much upcoming projects to busy myself with. but still got so much time to think about a certain someone. cos too many places and things around me remind me of him. i just think that it's so frustrating. how did carol end up like that? so dumb and stupid.
sometimes i just think that he never gives me a clear-cut answer to anything. his ambiguity is hanging me like a noose. -_-.. yes. it's what's hanging me up there for so long. wish that he can just quickly find himself a gf. so i can really give up. quick quick. let me wake up!
ah!! saw the amulet. then remember stuff. then while talking to zk i couldn't hold them back any longer. grr. carol was never like that before? but shouldn't talk about this kinda stuff to zk also. like i don't wanna know the bad stuff he needs to tell me too. i'm so angry that he had to tell me. i'd rather not know. i know that he just want to be truthful. but there are things that are better left unsaid.
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a fresh new start?

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